Sunday, March 06, 2005

What If

How would you feel if the one you love told you that he actually wished, that he wanted someone who were not you, that you were just not good enough for his expectations, that he wished you would do things you have done differently, that his friends were better than you and that they were closer to his anticipations...

What would you do if you were told that you were not really wanted, that you were just not good enough, that you should've done things you've done differently, that there were close-to-perfect people around, but they were not you.

What if your fears were real, if the fear itself emerged in words, if those very familiar fears, which had been haunting you, uncovered itself before your eyes. What if those fears dwellt in your beloved one and now he showed you these in his glass heart?

What would you do, how would you feel?
Don't ask me, because these what ifs have got nothing to do with me.