Friday, September 23, 2005

Inside Dreams

I feel like I am walking in my sleep. Or perhaps in someone else's sleep. It is very surreal here. The days are hot and fuzzy blue. The nights are dying cold but full of day's light. I don't know this city. I don't recognize my home, my room, my bed. Different. Unalike. They are aliens in my little world. A few times I caught myself trying to wake up and get out from this particular scene in order to find something I am familiar with. This turbulence of dreams are holding me a prisoner. In the dream of dreams I am drifting like fog above grass, moving slowly, taking my time to put my marks on many corners: "This is my territory!", I'd say. What is surreal could perhaps be sur(e)real.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, you are definitely walking in my sleep... :-(

Anonymous said...

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Lyrics:
What am I gonna do... Copyright Dirk Lother

1)
What am I gonna do without your love?
Now there's nothing in this world that I could do
'cause all our dreams are spent all miracles are used
there's nothing left to keep you here with me

2)
What am I gonna do without your love?
Without your arms around me when I sleep?
Without your loving touch, the sunshine of your smile
and all the SWEET things you used to say to me

2X CHORUS:
It seems with you went all the colors of my life,
I'm living in a world of shades of gray
but I know there was a time when you would have been my wife
had I not let it slip away, but I let it slip away

3)
Now what am I gonna do without your love?
There is noone here beside me when I wake
just silent emptiness is where we used to laugh
and nothing left I could be dreaming of

4)
What am I gonna do without your love?
Without your warming words when I feel blue
Without your shining light, the beauty of your eyes
and all advice you ever gave to me

2X CHORUS:
It seems with you went all the meaning of my life
and nothing will ever be the same
but I know there was a time when you would have been my wife
had I not let it slip away, but I let it slip away

5)
What am I gonna do without your love?
I hold our memories deep inside my heart
2X:
and if there comes a time to ease away my pain,
I'll try to fall in love again