Which is Which?

It is as if I just woke up from a very long dream.
Here in the now I find myself. Here in the reality I look over my shoulder
and see fuzzy borderline.

My dream felt so real; My reality puzzles me.

It is as if I just woke up from a very long dream.

or is it

I have just fallen asleep and started dreaming my reality and the dream I thought I was having was actually my actual reality---